The Sad Fiesta

I know, fiesta are supposed to make you happy, alive and jolly. But I felt sad coz I didn't saw my friend there. Nabastos pa ata sya ng mga organizers, wala siyang name doon sa banner. Surprise whatever. I just went home. Malen already left me. She has a Kagawad meeting pa. Maybe the lord doesn't permit me to see my friend, despite the texts and my belief that my friend WAS there. I actually dreamt that I saw my friend in the plaza, well, I guess only in dreams can we see each other clearly. There must be a reason, whatever it is, only God knows.