Merry-licious bee but still blue x-mas

We had our x-mas party on gakko grounds. I'm sure Aaron was just around, coz Jollibee came by. We had a Jollibee party. Everyone was happy. I gave out 50 gifts, I'm like a Santa. I got some gifts too. Na-sad lang kami when Nora came and she was crying at the gate. She gave us food and she left. I was almost crying but I coudn't cry in public. The x-mas bonus and pay was good, but we remember how sad it is for Nora and some starmoms also cried. Anyways, this naughty butterfly followed us to Aaron's resting place. We gave him his Jollibee fries and M&M's with Mickey sticker. Nora already gave a donut and pizza slice. I never went to cemeteries but for Aaron, I make an exception. I always avoid funerals and cemeteries. I hate that sad feeling, the bad chi. Now, I have to visit Aaron once in a while. I will give Nora Aaron's red parol. I already gave her Aaron's UN button, his pencil and that Embraced.. book. I hope and I pray we can all move on with Aaron's death. How sad this Christmas...I also miss lolo and some friends. I just love attending the Simbang Gabi on the eve. Next year, I hope will be better.

Harold and Aaron, a celebration of life and death

In the AM, we we're there for the christening or baptism of Harold, Ate Esmi's son. all the sensei were there, T. Jov and the kids. We had a trip to the fields din. Then in the PM, we attended the burial of Aaron. It was so sad. Nora was so insanely depressed and overly crying. We coudn't look at her. Weng was crying too but men don't cry that easily. I told he could just make another son, I'm so bad, hehe. But I know, Aaron is irreplaceable. Naiwan pa nga niya ang 3 "viudas" na mga kids din: Kianna, Vian and Abhie. Aaron was buried on top of his grandpa, Tito Chris. We will will this kid so much. Mira was with me and lenlen. Again, you wanted to find some real answers why this happened and there were just very limited answers, mostly guesswork. Except after I read this book, Embraced by the light, I began to understand this life after death. It made me feel a lot better. I passed that book to Nora and Weng. I guess that was Betty Eadie's mission in life. For grieving people to move on.
AAnyways, in the next few days, Aaron was a ghost in our gakko but we we're not afraid at all. We couldn't see his spirit but we can feel his presence. Pumapasok pa talaga siya. He really loves our gakko and T. Joy. So it's just common for all of us to ask "Pumasok ba?" Sometimes, I miss him if he doesn't visit us. Sometimes, Aaron was a naughty butterfly. I even thought, he would be a naughty angel and he'll just make kalabit to me again. But I don't dream of him pa eh. I know he'll be happy in heaven once he has comforted all of us na. :)

Aaron Emmanuel, a short life

This is the saddest day of our life. Aaron, our cute neighborhood baby and apple of our eyes died. It was so sudden, no one expected it. And we couldn't do anything about it. He died very early in the am, 5:50 am. He should've been in our gakko had he recovered. There was no official cause of death as Nora the mom didn't have an autopsy on him. He just had an asthma and he choked on a phlegm, that's all. I guess, he's kinda overweight, it could've been a heart attack. My bro and sis in law have already left the country so they coudn't perform CPR.
It's all so surreal. I can't believe it. I was crying in private. I can't cry publicly. And it was so windy that day, it's like I'm crying, facing the window and the wind is actually blowing my tears dry. Aaron is just 4 years old. I guess, God needed an angel in heaven. It was really so hard for Nora and Weng, the dad and Tita Tessie. Also for Normaine the sis. This little boy has touched our lives so much, he will live forever in our memory. But who would have thought he will remain a boy in our eyes forever? He just looks like sleeping in his coffin, I gave him Mickey Mouse disney Unli figurine "Japan" and his dad gave him toy rats. There were pingles offering and M&M's. His mom bought him a Mickey bike for his bday. Aaron really wanted to spend his bday in Dec than Jan, kinda like a premonition na din. The last time I saw him, was in our pilahan and he was smiling at me after the exercise, I wanted to kiss him but I didn't, I said to myself, later na lang, coz when you kiss this kid's cheeks, it's like kissing clouds. I also pointed out to him na kinalabit nia me on Kev's party as if to say"Hey, I'm here!" He was a diligent student, he always wants to come to our gakko. I kept saying to myself that I should forget him and remember my living starkids, kinda like the scene in "Alive" Somehow, it will take years to forget this kid. I kept waiting for him to come back to life but he didn't. I cried for 2 days privately and in the AM's burial day. We we're all very sad, even the sensei, esp. T. Joy. It was really a sad X-mas and sad b-day of my mom too.

Kev leaves

Kev left for London again and he'll be back on Summer, on my dad's b-day. On our road trip, we were nagkukulitan and had our "poo-poo" brit speak. And I am really gonna miss this boy! He had with him his Grow a puppy experiment and invisible sago project hehehe....
Of course I can't see Ken on Trinoma, as I was busy travelling. I never did like him as an F4. I like Jerry, then Vanness. I don't like Vic personality-wise but I like watching his soaps. Anyways Batanes is kinda boring with sign languages. They should've just made Ken speak English coz he can speak it like Vanness. Mira likes Ken.

Environmentalist for a day

In the Am, it was a busy day with my starkids for the higher lever, we were doin' the Natl brgy wide cleaning day. My complain was that plastics get stuck on the roads, it's so hard to dig it up. It made me think how people could've been more kinder and responsible to our environment, then we could have a better Phil. Well, just followin' Ac and kap's footsteps.
Then, I went home and grew a bloated princess and I let it shrink back. Stupid experiment anyway. Then, I dig a small pyramid and uncovered an ancient cat ala Bastet, 'guess I'm kinda like catwoman or a pharaoh's bride, hehehe.... I do have real Egyptian paintings at home. I do want to be mummified if that's possible hehehe. ;)
Then, I went tosee 6 cyclemind, hey they have some nice songs! I was waiting for "Magsaya" and "Prinsesa." They're not my fave band but I like some of their songs.:)