Aaron Emmanuel, a short life

This is the saddest day of our life. Aaron, our cute neighborhood baby and apple of our eyes died. It was so sudden, no one expected it. And we couldn't do anything about it. He died very early in the am, 5:50 am. He should've been in our gakko had he recovered. There was no official cause of death as Nora the mom didn't have an autopsy on him. He just had an asthma and he choked on a phlegm, that's all. I guess, he's kinda overweight, it could've been a heart attack. My bro and sis in law have already left the country so they coudn't perform CPR.
It's all so surreal. I can't believe it. I was crying in private. I can't cry publicly. And it was so windy that day, it's like I'm crying, facing the window and the wind is actually blowing my tears dry. Aaron is just 4 years old. I guess, God needed an angel in heaven. It was really so hard for Nora and Weng, the dad and Tita Tessie. Also for Normaine the sis. This little boy has touched our lives so much, he will live forever in our memory. But who would have thought he will remain a boy in our eyes forever? He just looks like sleeping in his coffin, I gave him Mickey Mouse disney Unli figurine "Japan" and his dad gave him toy rats. There were pingles offering and M&M's. His mom bought him a Mickey bike for his bday. Aaron really wanted to spend his bday in Dec than Jan, kinda like a premonition na din. The last time I saw him, was in our pilahan and he was smiling at me after the exercise, I wanted to kiss him but I didn't, I said to myself, later na lang, coz when you kiss this kid's cheeks, it's like kissing clouds. I also pointed out to him na kinalabit nia me on Kev's party as if to say"Hey, I'm here!" He was a diligent student, he always wants to come to our gakko. I kept saying to myself that I should forget him and remember my living starkids, kinda like the scene in "Alive" Somehow, it will take years to forget this kid. I kept waiting for him to come back to life but he didn't. I cried for 2 days privately and in the AM's burial day. We we're all very sad, even the sensei, esp. T. Joy. It was really a sad X-mas and sad b-day of my mom too.